Zofran is my best friend.

When I think back over the last 2.7 years it includes thinking of the nausea that has been an ongoing lovely experience. When I was drinking many years ago, I thought Jack Daniels was my BFF, sometimes ending in nights worshiping the porcelain gods of the bathroom, which I hated.  It was always so unpredictable and awful.  Now, it is not much better, just sober so I can really focus on it.   Chemo just does wonders to the body, especially when on a empty stomach.  Lucky me, truly, as I have only vomited about 5 times but I just don't find a joy in nibbling pretzels and my favorite biscuits (lemon) from France, although I enjoy the food and it does help the nausea, I am ready to move beyond this into another phase of life.  Beyond illness, trips to hospitals, a prisoner in my own home because I save all my energy for the trips to hospitals so I don't eat out.  Find it difficult to shop on the rare times I go.  So ready to let get of my new BFF.