Lazy recycling

Since I was able 11 I have been involved in rabid crazy recycling, trying to keep everything we could out of the trash, from wine bottles (we had some kit to turn them into classes) to newspaper drives so we could raise money for the gymnastics team, clothes, plastic, to not using plastic bags and so on.  But the energy drain of cancer has meant that I've lost my focus and now use plastic water bottles which I never used before, to actually sometimes throwing them in the trash rather than recycling.  The guilt is not a good feeling, but the exhaustion is worse, thus more trash and less recycling.